基督徒经验谈
第二十章令人鼓舞的神旨
后来我又奉召为使人得益而舍己。我们必须离开我们的小亨利，出去毫无保留地献身圣工。那时我的健康情况极差，所以如果带着小孩子，他就一定要占据我大部分的时间。那真是一个严重的考验，但我不敢让他拦阻我们尽职的道路。我相信上一次他患重病的时候，主曾为我们保留了他的性命；所以如果我让他拦阻我不能尽到本分，上帝就必把他取去。于是我只得以一颗辛酸的心和许多眼泪，在主的面前决意牺牲，把我独生的孩子交给别人抚养。 CET 121.1
我们很放心地把亨利留在郝兰德弟兄的家里。他们愿意负起这份担子，为要使我们可以无牵挂地为上帝的圣工效劳。我们深知他们必能较比我们在旅行中带着孩子更好地照顾亨利。我们也知道，他若能有一个安定的家庭和坚稳的管教，乃是对他最有益处的，可以使他那和美的性情不致受到损害。 CET 121.2
我和小孩子分离时真是作难。我离别他的时候，他那小脸蛋上悲伤的表情真令我日夜难忘；但我靠着主的能力摆脱了恋慕孩子的心，竭力为别人谋福。 CET 121.3
郝兰德弟兄一家完全负责教养亨利，足有五年之久。他们毫无报酬地抚育他，供应他的衣食，而我只能象哈拿对待撒母耳一样，每年送一件礼物给他。 CET 121.4
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