基督徒经验谈
友谊的同情与劝慰
此时我将所有的忧愁和困恼都告诉了我的母亲。她很亲切地同情我鼓励我，并劝我去请教史德门牧师；那时他正在波德兰传扬基督复临的要道。我对他非常的信任，因为他是基督的忠仆。他听了我的经历之后，便很亲切的按手在我头上，含着满眶的眼泪对我说：“爱伦，你现在不过是一个小孩子。一个人在你这样幼小的年龄能有这样的经验，真是少有的。耶稣一定是在预备你为他作一番特别的工作。” CET 28.2
随后他又告诉我，即使我是一个成年人，并且如此被疑惑和绝望所困，他也能告诉我，他确知我藉着耶稣的爱还是有希望的。我心中所受到的痛苦就是一个明确的凭据，证明主的灵是在感动着我。他说当罪人在罪中顽梗不化的时候，他就看不出自己罪恶的深重，反要自庆自慰，以为自己作得还不错，也不致遭遇到什么危险。主的灵便要离开他，他就会变成疏忽，冷淡，或胆大妄为。这位慈祥的老人也告诉我关于上帝对他犯罪的子女所怀的慈爱，他不但不欢喜看到他们灭亡，反而极愿吸引他们凭着单纯的信心和依靠来归向他。他又强调基督伟大的爱和救赎的计划。 CET 28.3
史德门牧师提到我童年不幸的遭遇，并说那确是很惨痛的经验，但他劝我相信慈爱天父的手并没有从我身上收回；等到来生， 当那笼罩在我心上的云雾消散的时候，我就会明白这似乎非常残酷而玄妙莫测的经验，乃是天意的智慧。耶稣对他的门徒说：“我所作的，你如今不知道，后来必明白。” 约翰福音13:7 在那远大的将来，我们再不对着镜子观看模糊不清，却要面对面地看明神圣之爱的奥秘了。 CET 28.4
他对我说：“爱伦，你只管放心罢！你可以回家去，全心信靠耶稣，因为他对于一切真心寻求他的人，决不会扣留他的大爱。”随后他就为我恳切地祷告，看来即或我卑微的请求不蒙垂听，而这位圣徒的祈祷总是会蒙上帝应允的。当我听到这位以色列的教师温柔智慧的劝勉时，我便大放宽心，那悲惨的疑惧之奴役就都消散无余了。我与他分离之时，满心安慰，大得鼓励。 CET 29.1
在我与史德门牧师谈话的短短几分钟内，我对于上帝的大爱和温慈的怜悯所得到的认识，比我已往从一切讲道与劝勉之中所领受的还多。 CET 29.2
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基督徒经验谈
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