Life Sketches of Ellen G. White
Bearing Testimony
The night after receiving so great a blessing, I attended the advent meeting. When the time came for the followers of Christ to speak in His favor, I could not remain silent, but rose and related my experience. Not a thought had entered my mind of what I should say; but the simple story of Jesus’ love to me fell from my lips with perfect freedom, and my heart was so happy to be liberated from its bondage of dark despair, that I lost sight of the people about me, and seemed to be alone with God. I found no difficulty in expressing my peace and happiness, except for the tears of gratitude that choked my utterance. LS 40.1
Elder Stockman was present. He had recently seen me in deep despair, and as he now saw my captivity turned, he wept aloud, rejoicing with me, and praising God for this proof of His tender mercy and loving kindness. LS 40.2
Not long after receiving this great blessing, I attended a conference meeting at the Christian church, where Elder Brown was pastor. I was invited to relate my experience, and felt not only great freedom of expression, but happiness, in telling my simple story of the love of Jesus and the joy of being accepted of God. As I spoke, with subdued heart and tearful eyes, my soul seemed drawn toward heaven in thanksgiving. The melting power of the Lord came upon the assembled people. Many were weeping and others praising God. LS 40.3
Sinners were invited to arise for prayers, and many responded to the call. My heart was so thankful to God for the blessing He had given me, that I longed to have others participate in this sacred joy. My mind was deeply interested for those who might be suffering under a sense of the Lord's displeasure and the burden of sin. While relating my experience, I felt that no one could resist the evidence of God's pardoning love that had wrought so wonderful a change in me. The reality of true conversion seemed so plain to me that I felt like helping my young friends into the light, and at every opportunity exerted my influence toward this end. LS 41.1
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Life Sketches of Ellen G. White
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Pacific","mp3":"\/mp3\/41\/0224_eng_m_chapter_49_across_the_pacific_41_1825.mp3#duration=1326&size=5420990"},{"para_id":"41.1904","title":"Chapter 50\u2014The First Australian Camp Meeting","mp3":"\/mp3\/41\/0234_eng_m_chapter_50_the_first_australian_camp_meeting_41_1904.mp3#duration=493&size=2084788"},{"para_id":"41.1930","title":"Chapter 51\u2014The Avondale School","mp3":"\/mp3\/41\/0235_eng_m_chapter_51_the_avondale_school_41_1930.mp3#duration=2933&size=11851199"},{"para_id":"41.2086","title":"Chapter 52\u2014Through the South to the Conference of 1901","mp3":"\/mp3\/41\/0248_eng_m_chapter_52_through_the_south_to_the_conference_of_1901_41_2086.mp3#duration=881&size=3638866"},{"para_id":"41.2136","title":"Chapter 53\u2014At the Nation's Capital","mp3":"\/mp3\/41\/0254_eng_m_chapter_53_at_the_nation_s_capital_41_2136.mp3#duration=1047&size=4302451"},{"para_id":"41.2207","title":"Chapter 54\u2014In Southern 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