From Trials to Triumph

Chapter 53—John, the Beloved Disciple

John is distinguished as “the disciple whom Jesus loved.” John 21:20. He was one of the three permitted to witness Christ's glory on the mount of transfiguration and His agony in Gethsemane, and it was to his care that our Lord confided His mother in those last hours of anguish on the cross. TT 283.1

John clung to Christ as the vine clings to the stately pillar. He braved the dangers of the judgment hall and lingered about the cross; and at the tidings that Christ had risen, he hastened to the sepulcher, outstripping even Peter. TT 283.2

John did not naturally possess loveliness of character. He was proud, self-assertive, ambitious for honor, impetuous, and resentful under injury. He and his brother were called “sons of thunder.” Mark 3:17. Evil temper and desire for revenge were in the beloved disciple. But beneath this the divine Teacher discerned the sincere, loving heart. Jesus rebuked his self-seeking, disappointed his ambitions, tested his faith. But He revealed to him the beauty of holiness, the transforming power of love. TT 283.3

The defects in John came strongly to the front on several occasions. At one time Christ sent messengers to a village of the Samaritans, requesting refreshments for Him and His disciples. But when the Saviour approached the town, instead of inviting Him to be their guest, the Samaritans withheld the courtesies they would have given a common wayfarer. TT 283.4

The coldness and disrespect shown to their Master filled the disciples with indignation. In their zeal James and John said, “Lord, wilt Thou that we command fire to come down from heaven, and consume them, even as Elias did?” Jesus was pained by their words. “Ye know not what manner of spirit ye are of. For the Son of man is not come to destroy men's lives, but to save them.” Luke 9:54-56. TT 284.1